Words can never describe how much I miss and need everybody right now, especially you. Been telling you how much I need someone to hold on, did I ask you to give me 1000 roses? Did I ask you to treat me as a princess? Did I ask you to be the most romantic guy on earth? No. All I want is just you to aware of who I am, what I am going through, to care of what I feel and please, do talk to me. Is it just a bad luck of mine that you would always be not there when I need you the most? You ditched me for your stupid trip on my birthday, ignored me when I really needed someone to talk with, left me when I needed a hug, well you didn't even care about what I feel . We both know the fact that we are 9532 miles apart is killing us, or may be just me? Since you seem like enjoy being by yourself all the time. We've been through this love-hate relationship for years. And I still can't believe why am I retaining this long distance relationship when I don't even know how would it work? It's always been hard for us to let each other go, yet we will never stop to quarrel. At this very moment, I don't know what I feel, I can't describe what I feel about you, you did nothing wrong, and yes you can blame me for now. I guess, I just miss you that much. And again you are somewhere there, not even bother to read my text.